Apparently, to the Japanese people, I will forever be the spokesperson for any matter that remotely relates to anything Chinese. Yet to my fellow Chinese students, I’m more well-known for my flamboyant gay propaganda. To the gay people around me, I’m the one constantly pushing occidental theories and social standards (on gender and more). And to the English-speaking non-degree students, I sometimes feel like I have to defend the whole developing world (which is doing its best).
I’m tired. I may just want to fit in once.